“It just means that I’m human, sometimes I break.”

Warning: This article contains spoilers forThe Challenge: Double Agentsepisode 3, “Enemy of the State.”

“I was broken the second that Leroy said my name,” Wes tells EW.

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“And then seeing Devin [as my opponent] definitely added to it.

I think I would have lost in almost anything at that point.

“I wish I was 20 starting now.

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It’s pretty special what they’ve built.”

What happened out there?WES BERGMANN:You know, I broke.

Was it as close as it looked?I’m not really sure.

I think it was like 20 or 30 minutes.

But as you alluded to, those games are supposed to last like two hours.

So he beat me.

That wasn’t close.

He had the sauce that day.

What was going through your mind when Leroy voted you in?

So when I was talking to him I would’ve bet my life that Cory was the house vote.

Basically I was trying to beg him not to throw Devin in and to instead throw somebody else in.

That’s what the conversation was.

And Leroy called me like two months before the show and definitely,definitivelyasked to be my main guy.

And here I am, still with a clean slate of never having gone after my friends.

He had to do what he had to do.

Is it because I’m a good guy?

That has nothing to do with being a good or bad man.

And it’s a shame to watch.

I was wearing 20 layers of clothes to sit back andwatcha game that night.

That was just the feeling I had.

And I don’t think that they understand that this isn’t a zero-sum game.

So the only thing I can do is give every one of them a mulligan.

That’s all I can do.

And unfortunately, that common denominator could also be success.

You want that brand.

You’re going to earn it the wrong way.

So she can have it.

I don’t want the responsibility that comes with that ill branding.

And she’s not.

What sucks is I’ve never crossed her.

I’ve never insulted her.

I’ve never said anything bad about her.

Here’s the deal: I’m literally just going to give it to you.

You have it, congratulations my friend.

Everyone kind of smartened up.

That’s why no one wants to go in early.

They all think that they’re outsmarting each other.

It will be very entertaining to watch that.

Well … yeah, I guess nobody.

[Laughs] Nobody.

And then who went in three-fourths of the way and it benefited them?

Because that was the right time, and that’s why it kind of went down that way.

Did you regret partnering with Natalie Anderson because of that?It’s hard to say I regret it.

It’s hard to say no to that, especially given the information we had at that point.

I think it just made it easier for everyone to justify their decisions.

Do you have any regrets about how you played this season?No, not really.

There wasn’t a whole lot I could do.

I wasn’t making any more deals or any more friends than anyone else.

I have to, or it’ll be too difficult to digest.

It was a very frustrating season.

But I think that that’s a little bit of the stages of grieving.

I’ll probably change my mind.

I’m very well aware that I’m an addict to this game.

And I’m mad right now with the circumstances … those things aren’t different now.

It’s just the true definition of insanity if I go back, because nothing will be different.

And [laughs] I still haven’t crossed them.

So right now, I’m saying no.

The Challenge: Double Agentsairs Wednesdays at 8 p.m. on MTV.