I was on an extreme roller coaster of emotions.

So many ups and too many downs.

Exhausted, I was just ready to get off the ride.

Along the course, Sanchez ruffled feathers in theDrag Racecommunity.

I allowed the negativity to consume me.

Boiling it inside and smiling through tears I became rebellious; thought it empowered me, wrote Sanchez.

Many times I expressed myself without thinking things through.

I reacted out of fear and with anger.

Neglecting the fact that I was wrong, I unleashed my anger upon anyone who crossed me.

Making them pay for old and new because I thought it made me feel better….

I was angry, hurt and lost.

I humbly apologize for the online behavior I have displayed in recent years, she continued.

Though it represents emotions I may have felt, it does not represent my true character.

She also claimed to have reached out privately to various individuals, though she didnt specify their identities.

EW has reached out to representatives forRuPauls Drag Racefor comment on Sanchezs apology.