Orion Storywent out in true, literal Orion Story fashion: dressed like a “hot slut.”

“I was overwhelmed.

I quit all that s—.

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Orion Story on ‘RuPaul’s Drag Race’ season 14.VH1

I went there and I was going through withdrawals.

I tried to not let it get to me, but I did.

it’s possible for you to’t really get away from that.”

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Orion Story elimination interview covers the private battle she fought on the ‘Drag Race’ set.VH1/World of Wonder

ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: I’m so sorry to see you go.

Have you processed it appropriately?

ORION STORY:I don’t know, honestly.

I’m good, I’m still processing it.

This episode was a blur for me.

I hope you’re proud of what you accomplished.

Watching the show back, I see where I went wrong and what I need to work on.

It’s been a self-reflective moment, especially watching it back.

It seemed like something shifted this episode.

When Ru spoke to you in the Werk Room, you seemed a little down.

I remember it being rough.

I remember waking up that morning a wreck.

If you’re comfortable sharing, what were you processing?

I was finally dealing with everything in my life that I was numbing myself from for so long.

When I left forDrag Race, that day was the last time that I did any drugs or anything.

I quit all that s—.

I went there and I was going through withdrawals.

I tried to not let it get to me, but I did.

you’re able to’t really get away from that.

It can’t be easy to talk about and I commend you for being open.

Absolutely, and just because I wasn’t capable of talking about it then, I can now.

It’s important for me.

It’s important to talk about everything.

I think I set myself up a bit.

I changed my script and all my lines at the last second.

I just wasn’t really prepared.

We have to talk about the lip-sync.

Jorgeous didn’t hold back.

Was there a part of you that was intimidated, and did that impact your performance?

I told Jorgeous, “you’re going to win this.”

I was at a point where I thought it was my time.

[Laughs] I didn’t kick them off intentionally, they fell off!

That costume was not made to perform in.

I was a little drunk fromUntucked.

I remember small bits and pieces from the lip-syncs, because you go on autopilot .

Stuff was falling off and I had to keep going.

The wig didn’t fall off!

The look was good.

I was true to who I am.

What was the inspiration?

I got Elle Woods' bunny fromLegally Blonde.

I don’t really know what the inspiration for that was.

I put it together with what I had already.

That’s what I came up with.

I wasn’t thinking about anything.

I just kind of improvised it [in the Werk Room].

I let it tell me the story and come to life on its own.

Who were you going to do forSnatch Gameif you stayed?

I want to keep it a secret, but I have something fun planned for that episode.

I will give a little hint: it is aReal Housewife.

What’s next for you?

What will your book be about?

It’ll be a mix between a self-help cookbook with some little newspaper cartoon clippings of workout tutorials.

I don’t know!

ET / 7:05 p.m. PT on the @EW Twitter account.