The singer is sharing her story in the hopes of helping others.
Gaga addressed being sexually assaulted at just 19, when she says a producer told her to undress.
Although she refused, she maintains they threatened to burn all of the music she’d recorded.
Lady Gaga in ‘The Me You Can’t See’.Credit: Apple TV +
“And they didn’t stop they didn’t stop asking me and then I just froze.
I just, I don’t I don’t even remember,” she added, wiping away tears.
“I will not say his name.
“I do not ever want to face that person again.”
“Years later, I went to the hospital they brought a psychiatrist in.
I said, ‘Bring me a real doctor.’
I said, ‘Why is there a psych here?
I can’t feel my body,'” she recounted, revealing she “went numb.”
Gaga said she was sick for several weeks.
‘Cause I was vomiting and sick.
‘Cause I’d been being abused.
I was locked away in a studio for months,” she said, wiping away tears.
“And you’re free to come back from things like that.
But when it hits you really hard, it can… change you.
I had a total psychotic break.
And, for a couple years I was not the same girl,” she said.
“The way that I feel when I feel pain was how I felt after I was raped.
I’ve had so many MRIs and scans.
They can’t, they don’t find [anything], but your body remembers.”
Gaga encouraged others to seek out someone to talk to rather than engage in harming behaviors.
“I always tell people, tell somebody, don’t show somebody,” she said.
She admitted to still getting “triggered,” but she’s now learned ways to address the pain.
It took two and a half years, Gaga said.
“I won an Oscar,” she replied to the producer.
“Nobody knew.”
The full season ofThe Me you’ve got the option to’t Seeis available now to stream on AppleTV+.
