And, like, people were taking pictures of me.

And I could see them.

‘Look how fat Kelly Osbourne is now.'"

Kelly Osbourne

Kelly Osbourne.Rodin Eckenroth/Getty Images

“It looked really nice, and I was like, ‘Oh, I can do that too.’

And then the next day, I had two glasses.

And then the day after that, it was bottles.”

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Kelly Osbourne appears on Facebook Watch’s ‘Red Table Talk.'.Jordan Fisher/Red Table Talk

Osbourne continued, “I’ve never had a boyfriend who’s supportive of me in that area before.

And he is very communicative and incredible in that way.”

Her next step was to go public aboutrelapsing.

She did so in April via Instagram Stories.

“And it’s never, ever gonna get easy.

I have to hold myself accountable for every single thing I do.”

Watch the fullRed Table Talkepisode above.