The Grammy-winning singer seemed to have it all until her life was shattered by unimaginable violence.

But while the musicians warm up, she doesnt say much, keeps her head down, fidgets.

And then Jennifer Hudson begins to sing, and all doubt is erased.

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Its not just her voice.

The music seems to transform her, elevate her.

In church we call that the Anointing, thats what youre feeling, she says.

Music is my home.

For most of 2008, Hudson seemed on top of the world.

Her debut album,Jennifer Hudson, landed at No.

I dont think Ive ever been happier, she told a magazine that summer.

And then the world turned upside down.

Her sisters 7-year-old son, Julian, was missing.

Three days later, the boys body was found in the backseat of a white SUV.

Police have charged William Balfour, the estranged husband of Hudsons sister, with the crimes.

(He has pleaded not guilty.)

In the four months that followed, Hudson made no public statements or appearances, remaining in seclusion.

says the songs writer, legendary composer Diane Warren.

To live through what shes lived through…where do you get that strength?

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