The Dirty Dancing star was engaged to both Depp and Matthew Broderick back in 1988.

“I will say that I haven’t watched any of it.

I don’t even know how to.

UNITED STATES - JUNE 17: Johnny Depp and Jennifer Grey (Photo by Vinnie Zuffante/Getty Images)

Johnny Depp and Jennifer Grey.Vinnie Zuffante/Getty

I don’t even know how to get Court TV.

I don’t even know where it would be.

But from clips or things that I’ve come across, I don’t recognize the person.

It’s nothing to do with anything that I’ve ever experienced, and it makes me sad.

I don’t understand what’s going on, and I just want everyone to be okay.”

“There was some heat.

It was a f—ing bonfire,” she wrotein an excerptobtained by PEOPLE.

“It was literally like, ‘Are you f—ing kidding me?

Are you f—ing kidding me?’

I’ve never seen a guy like this.”

“I had to write my version of the story.

She continued, “He didn’t do anything to me; I made choices.

I wanted to be with him.

I wanted to stay.

Check out the clip above for more with Grey.