Instead, she posits that it’s time she goes off her hormones.
Soon we finally see what her therapist looks like, and surprise: it’s Lauren Weedman!
She was arguably the best part of the middling HBO seriesLooking.
The camera zooms in on Hunter Schafer’s eye as her character Jules recalls her relationship with Rue (Zendaya) on HBO’s ‘Euphoria.'.HBO
Rue was different though.
Rue saw her for who she is.
Just like Jules’ mom suggests Dr. Nichols.
Her mother isn’t something Jules would want to talk about.
Instead, it’s back to why she wants to go off hormones.
Or at least, to remove the “chip” preventing her from going through puberty.
“I want to be as beautiful as the ocean,” she exclaims.
“Being trans is spiritual… and I don’t ever want to standstill.
I want to be alive.”
Jules admits that, like Rue, shepanicked as the train was leavingin the finale.
But while Rue felt the need to stay, Jules needed to escape the last six months.
Moving on, Jules begins to tell her therapist about her preference for romantic relationships that happen online.
The sexting she participated in with ShyGuy is something Jules considers the best sex she’s ever had.
Jules can’t help but imagine coming home to Rue overdosing.
In another flashback, Jules comes home to see her mom and dad waiting for her.
Walking from the bathroom to the door, she steps over Rue’s comatose body.
