There’s a gap in our hearts as big as the one betweenHeidi N Closet’s adorable front teeth.

Read on for the full Q&A below.

What in the hell was that?

HEIDI N CLOSET: Ive always made a bunch of weird noises.

Sometimes I just sit around and see what noises I can make.

One day I came across it and I dubbed it my mating call.

Its not that deep, you just like making noises?

Its literally just that I love making weird noises.

Its a nice joy in life!

Was that as terrifying of an experience as it appeared to be?

[Gasps] For who?

[Laughs] My grandmother raised me to never be scared to ask questions.

She raised me to only be scared of two things in this world: God and her!

So there were no mysterious cars from Nickis squad following you after the show?

They dont know who theyre messing with.

I think she answered the question very well and calmly.

It was a nice little exchange.

I dont think sheexpectedto answer that question.

She was more surprised than anything!

Was that moment was a shift for you?

Your makeup got better after that.

I dont think Ive ever done the exact same face ever.

I kept trying to change shades, shapes, and blushes.

It started an amazing journey.

Has being on the show changed your approach to drag in general?

It opened my eyes up to what more I can do.

Before the show, Id never done comedy or that much hosting!

I cant believe youd never done comedy before, because youre so naturally hilarious.

Honey, its that good old Randolph County education.

Im just having fun!

I talk, curse… whatevers in my head flows out of my mouth.

I was having fun the whole season.

It was just nonsense flowing out of my mouth.

The one that I love the most is civil rights hair.

Where did that come from?

This is the content I deserve and needed in my life right now, so I started saying it.

Its that good, old hair that you dont show off.

Its yourau naturelhair that you’re not supposed to let anybody else see.

If someone comes over to your house, you put a rag on your head or a headscarf.

Thats my next drag daughters name: Heidi Underthewig.

Well, yes, youre a wizard with names.

You had, what, seven names this season?

Yes, Ive had [whistles through teeth] ssseveral.

Had anyone before RuPaul told you that your name was bad?

It never came up!

Are you genuinely thinking of changing your name?

It was definitely part of it.

I knew exactly how she was feeling in that moment.

I was like, this is not right at all and a switch flipped!

Brita actually quit social media after that moment led to people calling her a bully.

What do you think of that?

I think fans are entitled to their opinion, but theres a line that shouldnt be crossed.

Lets move on to this week.

Your family seems like such characters.

You have no idea!

Have you prepared them for how you portrayed them on the episode?

Theyre just going to have to take it.

They dont pay my bills!

Is the potato saladreallythat bad?

Oh, you thinkthatsbad… you have no idea!

I kept it tame for the show.

Maybe if Id gone all the way, maybe I wouldve stayed.

The concept was great, but why dont you think this challenge worked out for you?

At that point, I thought I had to go big or go home.

So I went big and went home.

Id rather go home for playing to win than staying for playing it safe.

It was going to be bad no matter what place it was going to be in.

It was awful, it was terrible.

[Laughs] Im just kidding!

The moment where you blew a kiss to Jaida during the lip-sync was so sweet.

Was that a goodbye kiss?

Did you feel, in that moment, like you were going to be eliminated?

Oh, I knew I was going to get eliminated before the lip-sync.

Theres no way I was going to stay.

Ive lip-synced four times!

But I went out here and entertained like I always do.

It was a farewell kiss.

It was like I love you and I’m glad it’s you."

Whats the real story behind that?

In order for her to feel comfortable and confident, I made sure she felt beautiful.

I think the outfit itself was cute, it just didnt go with what I was wearing.

I feel like I still won because she felt so beautiful and confident.

We talk all the time, and she says it was a life-changing experience.

They havent called yet, so I dont know!