Britney Spears opens up after court appearance: 'I was embarrassed to share what happened to me'

Britney Spearsis speaking out after her emotional court appearance on Wednesday.

I think that’s what we all strive for !

I apologize for pretending like I’ve been ok the past two years …

I did it because of my pride and I was embarrassed to share what happened to me."

As a result of her experience, she says she’s going to read more fairytales.

Spears has not given an interview in years and rarely elected to speak in court before Wednesday.

“I’ve lied and told the whole world; I’m okay and I’m happy.'

It’s a lie,” Spears said in court.

“I thought I just maybe if I said that enough.

Because I’ve been in denial.

I’ve been in shock.

You know, fake it till you make it.

But now I’m telling you the truth, okay?

I’m not happy.

I can’t sleep.

I’m so angry it’s insane.

And I’m depressed.

I cry every day.”

The “Toxic” songstress ultimately asked to end the conservatorship.

“I just want my life back.

It’s been 13 years and it’s been enough,” she said.